Once again I felt as I have been neglecting my blog but as I sit here waiting with anxiety weighing high as my brain overload of what it’s, self doubt, and somehow I still have this tiny little voice fighting back saying in fact I really may have a shot at this. I came to the conclusion that what makes my art beautiful is Bc it’s a reflection of who I am and knowing I am not perfect but I also know I love and feel beautiful! My imperfections make me beautiful as well as in my art. It’s so funny how therapeutic having an outlet to share my thoughts in my most vulnerable moments. When my mind just is at war! It’s a self battle of growth and complacency…. so here I am face to face with some bright idea that I start becoming more and more interested in and since I’m sharing it with so many people that love and support me and my dream expressing their genuine belief in my talent have all persistently agreed why not!! Lol and I’m thinking to myself 50 million reason I have already told myself why not! I decided to be a tough ass and enter knowing damn well I could have came up with some lame excuse on why I decided not to enter but instead I decided to step out my comfort zone (which by the way is becoming more and more comfortable.) by pumping myself up mentally. Accepting failure and or a loss is the fundamentals to mastering your craft. With that being said I’m going into this experience being ok with the fact I am not guaranteed to win, but knowing the that I will not only regret and always have the what if, but by not entering is an automatic fail/loss so instead I’m just going to embrace my talent which might not be perfect but definitely beautiful!