They gon’ love me for my AmbitionEasy to dream a dream, though it’s harder to live it” Wale

       This is one of the many songs that I would turn on full blast on those rough mornings I felt like staying in bed warm under my blanket in my bed knowing I had no business sleeping my day away!! (god knows how easy that usually would have been) when I felt that little voice tell me to just stay in bed while laying in bed trying to convince myself I’m sleeping…. I start reaching patting around eyes still closed searching for my phone go to my YouTube playlist I titled “motives” and as soon as I hit play the little voice had been silenced. All my excuses no longer exists and I was reminded of what was important and why I am where I today!! I don’t listen to that playlist much these days due to audiobooks, new playlist, and not to mention being a mom on top of working on my career/dreams. It is sort of surreal I guess….. To know I’m 3 tickets away from having a valid drivers license the first time ever!! Crazy I know… so u can probably imagine how excited and what a relief it is to finally go 100 down the highway and not care if I get pulled over Bc for the first time I know I am legal and just get a ticket!!! Lol I know why would I do that after how hard I have worked to fix my driving record!!! Well honestly Bc I can’t be a total square!! Hahahaha it’s in my DNA aye #kendrick. No but seriously Hearing that song gave me goosebumps Bc without that being one of the songs that got me thru the obstacles I over came. I also can relate more to this one specific lyric ” Easy to dream a dream, though it’s harder to live it” As you start to putting in the work towards the dream! A whole new set of problems arise…. being judged and trying to welcome the new and improved Me but not forget where I came from!! Why does it have to be so black and white… it’s almost like having to choose Bc it’s not reality to have both I feel almost guilty for wanting more for myself and eagerly awaiting to start my new life with my new little family. Leaving the past in the past and focus on what has yet to come!!! Embrace the bumps in the road and remind yourself it will all be worth it soon r then later…  
And on that note….  I know when I’m feeling a little discouraged this song seems to somehow give you faith that everything will really be ok!!! 

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Ooh-oo child

Things are gonna get easier

Ooh-oo child

Things’ll get brighter

Ooh-oo child

Things are gonna get easier

Ooh-oo child

Things’ll get brighter

Some day, yeah

We’ll get it together and we’ll get it all done 

Author: Life Confessions

my name is Gina and I have decided to try and make sense of some of my madness and hope that it can inspire or help someone else thru this thing we call life. While using this as an outlet to express myself and put some of my thoughts in a safe place. so please excuse my random thoughts unless you can make use out of them…. then carry on use as many as you would like!!

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