I’m listening to You Are a Badass at Making Money: Master the Mindset of Wealth by Jen Sincero, narrated by Jen Sincero on my Audible app. Try Audible and get it here: https://www.audible.com/pd?asin=B01N9EC5T7&source_code=ASSORAP0511160006

Luvin’ u…..

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“Luving U”
Yeah
Do you still scroll through them text messages?

This Henny got me thinking bout the things that you said

It was real, for real

Love for three weeks feeling half past dead

Sitting here reflecting what’s in my head

And I feel, for real
I’m running low so don’t play with my time

I’m searching but it’s nothing left to find

Send out a call but no one’s on the line

So if you want it please make up your mind

Please make up your mind

I don’t wanna lose myself loving you, loving you

I don’t wanna lose myself loving you, loving you
You know everything cause I put it in my songs

If I tell you that I’m working, I ain’t out doing you wrong

I got too much on my plate to have some shit that I don’t need

I ain’t asking you for space just some room to fucking breathe

But I can’t stress myself by tryna prove my fucking love

I stand up, say “I had enough”

She stand up “boy you think you tough”

Take my phone, search what you want

“Whose this bitch?” “Girl that’s my mom”

“Who this women?” Girl that’s my aunt”

I could be a lame nigga, that’s what you want

See you want me to be a pretty liar so bad

But I can’t fuck with karma cause she always comes back

So call me every name you can find in the book

But don’t try to discredit every chance that I took
I’m running low so don’t play with my time

I’m searching but it’s nothing left to find

Send out a call but no one’s on the line

So if you want it please make up your mind

Please make up your mind

I don’t wanna lose myself loving you, loving you

I don’t wanna lose myself loving you, loving you
I don’t wanna lose myself, I don’t wanna lose myself

I don’t wanna lose myself, y-y-self

I don’t wanna lose myself, I don’t wanna lose myself

I don’t wanna lose myself, I don’t wanna lose myself

I don’t wanna lose myself, I don’t wanna lose myself

I don’t wanna lose myself, I don’t wanna lose myself

I just wanna be broke foreva… that’s that shit no ever says!

  • I know I haven’t posted a blog in a couple weeks, but believe me I swear I have really started to consider carrying a tape recorder to be able to capture my Ah- Ha moments or just fun facts. Either way when I started this blog I honestly thought I would have more time to Share my thoughts but also to have a timeline/ the memoirs of this journey from beginning til where ever it takes me. So I guess you can say that I had been taking some risks, stepping out of my comfort level and fully committing to new opportunities. When u feel like u have been just treading water and had no idea how to catch a break. I had been taking loss after loss trying to start working for myself and wanted to give up many times and threw myself many big ass pity party which included the excuses, failing, and of course the sick feeling you get in the pit of your stomach from stepping out of our comfort zone. I guess 3 yrs ago I would have never have thought I would ever be capable of having at best a mediocre life. Even though I knew in my heart I was capable of becoming something Great!!! So being the late bloomers I totally was I have no time to waste on settling but to know my worth and don’t stop chasing the dream. Ok ok so I have been on this hard core mission to make a name for myself as I continued treading away I never gave up or threw in the towel and right after I started this blog things had started to take a tremendous turn for the better. Like I literally made an inquiry about a position and met for the interview and after chatting and getting to know about her beliefs and expectations I was hired! and these are the amazing women I am grateful to call my colleagues.
  •  The  May Flowers Fine Art Show 2017  I had the honor to be a live art exihibit turned out very successful and could feel the vibes of amazement. Words can not describe how proud I was of myself of how I created such a beautiful piece of art on a live canvas who brought my work to life !! Even tho I know this was a small breakthrough into an endless amount of opportunities…. I just plan to keep the flame burning strong in my soul then I will have the life that I know is in my reach. I’m not going to be rolling in the doe over night but if I keep striving towards success then there should be no reason I will not be successful!! It’s time to break the cycle and give my daughter opportunities I either took for granted or just never had…. without the struggle you can’t not fully appreciate the success!!! The dream is free…. The hustle is sold separately  sincerely from yours truly Gina Marie…. 

Money is the Motive

Whether you work a 9-5 making minimum wage living pay check to pay check or if they are out there hustlin’ in the streets to survive. The truth of the matter is if there is a will there is a way!! We are all chasing the American dream of fancy cars, the big house with lavish furnishings, to traveling the world, but most of us just trying to keep food on the table, a roof over our heads, and clothes on our backs. Honestly I’ve never been the 9-5 kinda lady. I was taught at a young age how to invest in a large quantities of candy at Sam’s and then turn around and charge more for each piece and waaa laaa magic Profit!!! I took that knowledge with me til this day and have always been able to live by Supply and demand…. I have sold jewelry I hand crafted myself to boutiques in my city to the not so proud times where I too knew how many ounces where in a pound and grams in an ounce. No matter how you want to put it I had always been my own boss made my own schedule and lived life on my terms. Lol and that is probably why I am 32 yrs old and barely getting it right! I was content just making enough money to cover the bare necessities in exchanged to hang out with my friends, party til dawn, and sleep til I felt like I was well rested to do it all over again, and I don’t regret a thing bc I wouldn’t be who I am today without it!! As sad as it was to say good bye to my wild and free years I know I’m ready to fulfill all the desires I have manifested and make enough to live a comfortable happy life…. The key is in the eye of the beholder!!!!